God is always turning over the tables Arc blog 12
Sometimes God Turns you the Opposite direction . As he will for me August 19th . My Job is ending and back to DORs and job hunting again . tbh I hate it . what I wanted was for my job to be permanent . I wanted to find a business where finally some one would accept for who I was . but I have to accept that the offer wasn' t permanent ; instead it was an opportunity to prove my self and Survive on my own . Thus I have . I found parts of me I didn't know were in me . I was able to function in concert with people who are not disabled at all and I was able to help run a business and earn my own money .To be honest , I never felt like I fully belonged - physically challenged ; usually short statured , ADD ; its all a place I did nothing to deserve or entitle. however I worked hard to get there . Hopefully this " turning the tables " is the experience I need for the next step in the journey and find a blessing in defeat .