Carebear

Happy 34 birthday Mr Taylor Hanson  March 14th, 12:05 20 years ago my life was changed . he is my idol in the most definite and Sentimental Meaning . but as of this year we are certainly celebrating in every sense of the word - going on MOE tour ( middle of Everywhere ) yes were milking middle of Nowhere ) to Pittsburgh 3rd row Ikes Side 7 and 8 ; and philadelphia for concerts 43 and 44 inSeptember ( my birthday Month ) - or in tays case 44 and 45 . he has inspired the fact I want to be in business , serve the needy in my community and of course sing and play music as a kid . but that hug at BTTI was long time coming . we are opposite personalities - I'm the talker and he's reserved . but this year with the hug he showed me something that was my teen age dream . I wanted be accepted and appreciated by him . now it seems anything is again possible . between him Dr Patton and God I've got angels somewhere . I hope this continues with my current job and the like . Im Gr

My  First meeting with my doRs counselour is tommorrow to discuss  my plan for action . I dont want to get caught again the broken system of people not hiring me  because im disabled . thats what Im writing my Proposal yet again for a 3rd time in ten years . im taking colleen  on Hanson vacation once again . shes  mentally struggling . I actuallly woke up crying about it this am . you would think if I get that up set about it I wouldnt want to keep striving to get into social work . but  thats exactly  why I want to keep trying  to prove the point - because the disabled and underprivledged are still under served .